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Day 352. Love you, too much.
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Jun. 3rd, 2009 | 10:01 pm
Hope my last post wasn't too much of a downer, I didn't mean it to be!
Just all the thoughts zipping around because of the extreme show I watched, the need for a concrete thing I can do to help create change.
Which is why I'm still going crazy doing research, looking for those soap and shampoos and conditioners and toothpastes and everything.
Now I'm participating in the mainstream by watching Make Me A Supermodel. What can I say, superficiality can be fascinating, no? By that I mean I love the art, the drama, and looking at how it actually all comes together. Modeling is such a strange process.
But that's really not what tonight's all about. Tonight's all about packing, stuffing suitcases, anticipating, planning, watching Firefly commentary, excited phone calls, interneting, and trying to finish up left overs.
Like artichoke dip.
This morning I got up early to get some labs drawn, managed a mishap with lab paperwork, and came home. In a few days I'll be away and vacationing and I'm oh-so excited. Will there be pictures? Of course! More rambling posts about nothing? Probably! Obsessive ranting about trying to remember which ingredients are bad for me and which are good? I wouldn't doubt it!
For realsies now (I try not to use that too much, promise) I'm nearing the end of this, and wondering what I've been doing all along, how I've made it thru the 352 days so far, the many youtube videos I've used. What I've said and who I've said it to may surprise me when I go back and read it all, but hopefully I won't be too embarrassed by it all.
I'm excited about vacation and the end of the 365, hopefully I can summon some more creativity to push me through the next few days.
(Any requests about anything I should write about? I'll give almost anything a shot!)
Just all the thoughts zipping around because of the extreme show I watched, the need for a concrete thing I can do to help create change.
Which is why I'm still going crazy doing research, looking for those soap and shampoos and conditioners and toothpastes and everything.
Now I'm participating in the mainstream by watching Make Me A Supermodel. What can I say, superficiality can be fascinating, no? By that I mean I love the art, the drama, and looking at how it actually all comes together. Modeling is such a strange process.
But that's really not what tonight's all about. Tonight's all about packing, stuffing suitcases, anticipating, planning, watching Firefly commentary, excited phone calls, interneting, and trying to finish up left overs.
Like artichoke dip.
This morning I got up early to get some labs drawn, managed a mishap with lab paperwork, and came home. In a few days I'll be away and vacationing and I'm oh-so excited. Will there be pictures? Of course! More rambling posts about nothing? Probably! Obsessive ranting about trying to remember which ingredients are bad for me and which are good? I wouldn't doubt it!
For realsies now (I try not to use that too much, promise) I'm nearing the end of this, and wondering what I've been doing all along, how I've made it thru the 352 days so far, the many youtube videos I've used. What I've said and who I've said it to may surprise me when I go back and read it all, but hopefully I won't be too embarrassed by it all.
I'm excited about vacation and the end of the 365, hopefully I can summon some more creativity to push me through the next few days.
(Any requests about anything I should write about? I'll give almost anything a shot!)